You know what, im almost on the verge of giving up already and I felt so helpless,it’s like I felt I can break down anytime soon. But the thing is,someone told me this before,only when you’re in trouble  you will find out who’s the one rushing forward to help you.

So all I can say is,Thanks so much to the people who had help me directly and indirectly in my two projects especially Jiayi, Ping Ping,Chee Seong, Jun Hong,Hidhir and of course,my sister who’s always there for me. Even my sister’s classmate,the H2 peeps bothered to ask my sis how I was doing.SO touched(: I really can’t imagine what will happen without the help from them.

I spend my whole weekend ,sleeping only late at 2.30 am,and of course non-stop doing the projects till I felt so bloody tired.wahh,I don’t think I will dare to repeat my mistakes again.Being a procrastinator is bad.Way too bad. I won’t procrastinate ever again.Heh,I take back my words,I’ll TRY okay..

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Anyway,i online today after so long and talk to Shafeeq,Wahh,he made me laugh non-stop sey with all his jokes and riddles.Thanks for making my day PAKCIK, and also for all the advice you gave me,lets bump again in sch yea!haha :)

Well,im back to busy mode again,got to get back to my books.brrr,I can’t wait for all this to end.
 

Dear you,

You don’t know who i am, and i’m pretty sure you don’t even notice me, but it doesn’t change the fact that i… well, i kinda like you. i’ve seen you around but i’ve never had the courage to introduce myself, which is my fault, because who knows, we could have been good friends by now. i don’t know you very well, but i can see from where i stand that you’re different, and that’s a good thing. And if we ever do meet, and you turn out to be the exact opposite, i will always have this memory of you frozen in my heart: being perfect, being the first and last thing i think about everyday, and being the man of my dreams.


why write this? because i know that things could only go 2 ways:
either i never find the guts to even introduce myself to you
and this just ends up to be one of those silly school girl crushes that i forget, or, by some miracle, we end up meeting, be together, and this is one of the crazy stories i tell you of how i wrote a blog about how much i liked you before you even realized that i’ve been the girl you’ve been looking for.

With love,
me

You think im in love? Booyah.hahaa..unfortunately no.Nahh.Nothing of that sort.I ripped that out from tumblr.All credits goes to lettertocrush.com.
I just thought its so nicely-written,and aww,how cute!
heh :P

Suddenly,being happy seemed so easy for me. At least for today, I guess.

Never did I expect that this morning to rain so heavily! The heavier the rain got, the more lazier I felt to step out of the house. And its 8 am class-Biosensor LAB some more. Brrr. I went to sch anyway despite the heavy rain,cuz well,does it even matter? I love it when it rained (:

As usual, my mind was in a whirl doing the experiment(as always) .Like the wires tangled up together, that’s how my mind was,im sure. So blur trying to connect all the wires and resistors, in the end ended up calling Ms Lam for help.And I made a complete fool out of myself while Ms Lam was helping us with the connection.She was asking me to pass her a wire or something, and I accidentally dropped that thing saying,”Oh mak kau!” while I watched the thin wire dropped down from my hand. So embarrassing I tell ya,hahaa,and I actually laugh! Yes,Laugh.Like omg kan!  -_-

And today too was the day that we all got to know what we will be specializing in during our Year 3. I got what I wanted,just hope that everything will run smooth and steady. The thought of my final  year scares me so much.Im gonna miss my cliques too,cuz some of us were separated.But its okie,we still can meet,heehe.

After all that happened in this just one day,I still believe strongly that whatever happens,it happened for a reason. Gave me an even greater reason for me to believe in miracles.The way I see it,life’s  full of surprises, don’t u think so? (:

That’s it. Im taking a break.So tired designing  the medical plant layout,I feel like some kind of architect you know,drawing that small rectangles and squares and circles with the doors and everything. And right now im down with a slight flu. It always happen-my getting of flu,im so used to it already,and then I’ll be pulling tissues after tissues from the box.

Been shuffling all the songs in my mp4 since just now such that  I didn’t even bother to press next when I hear something that I don’t wanna hear.But other days, it’s completely different.I love to press ‘next’again and again while in shuffle mode.haha.i guess most people did that anyway.

Nowadays,I’ve been stuck on tumblr hours after hours.Not even facebook interest me that much now.well, I swear tumblr is fun,the whole re-blog thingy,it’s cool! I love looking at all the nicey nice pictures that literally took my breath away.And each time I log into tumblr,I always find something new,like today.I saw the video of  “If we ever meet again” by Timbaland ft Katy Perry. And, I like it right away,heehe.

Today, my tiredness knocked me down..

But since it passed midnight now ,the word tired doesn’t come close to me right now.Im all freshly awake, my eyes widely open and that spells trouble.im gonna have a hard time falling sleep later and maybe there’s a high chance of me waking up late tomorrow. hahha.

Well,one whole week of silence with no updates. Im so tied down with pile and pile of school assignments and projects. Nothing new, nothing changed. Im bored with the same routine myself. Im lacking of sleep I think, I  found myself closing my eyes during class this few days, but not to an extent of putting my head on the table and dozing off immediately.

So sch ended at 4 today. I don’t know whats the reason for the sudden hunger even though I had mee soto for lunch,so i headed straight to the supermarket and grabbed the chocolate chips and Cadbury chocs. I have a fetish for chocolates!haha.And as I was walking back home,something caught my attention.There was this young Chinese lady walking infront of me carrying a few plastic bags.Besides her was this petite old granny.They seem engrossed in their conversion.So I reckon the lady is probably her granddaughter or something.And then came this junction where the young lady put all the plastics bag she was carrying on the floor and gave it to the granny.I realized then that the young lady was actually helping the old granny and I saw her thanking the young lady non-stop. aww, people like her GMH. i cant help but smiled at the young lady (:

Right,that’s roughly sums up my entire Friday.im just grateful for all the things that’s happening now.Syukur alhamdulilah(:

Little little kids,With the big big heart
Only one thing on our minds,Staying up late
Working hard all night.It happens all the time.

You have to fight for
What you believe in
You have to wait for
The dream go and get it now
You have to fix things up
Where you left off
And don't look back

I still believe in living my chance
I know they could never take that
This is a song for all our bad luck

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So what if things went wrong today? Im not gonna let it affect me.I hate feeling like this.Brrrr.So one whole week gone just like that.And I watch my life pass me by.

NYP Open House went well, had a whole loads of fun helping out at the SEG Care &Share booth.Making new friends,trying out the tricky games,being fooled by the SEG Club President,Gary(who pose as an outsider cuz I’ve no idea who’s him when he wanted to try out the games and he turned out to be from NYP)lol ,and giving out brochures to the sec students,one whole day surrounded by my friends..it was all very tiring but worthwhile.Of course,I had to miss a few lectures because of my duty.heh

Well,my life pretty goes the same routine everyday.Nothing interesting,ups and downs once in awhile.i dunno how much longer I can hold on.

its.so.plain.boring.i.tell.ya.

Just imagine this,you’re reading Cirque Du Freak-The Vampire’s Assistant(a book about vampires of course),listening to Timbalands’s Morning After Dark(a song about vampires.bingo) and the weather gets dark,cooler ,where it’ll rain any minute soon and that, I feel.. is just sooo…awesome!Haaha,yeah,I did that just a few mins ago. Sorry for the hyper-ness,sungguh tak perlu.Till now,I still haven’t finish reading the Vampire Assistant book and the movie coming out here in Singapore this jan,woowee although there’s a high possibility I might be catching it soon online instead,but it’s okay,be it online or watching in the cinema,
I must watch it no matter what!haaha.

And talking about movies,managed to catch Alvin & The Chipmunks with the cuzzins and aunts yesterday night .My Saturday just got way cooler.And spend the afternoons with my besties,Ain & Atikah at Marina Barrage.Stops by at Long John’s Silver Novena Square to have our lunch and then off we go to Marina Barrage.The scenery was so beautiful with the green grasses and the blue sky,I can watch at the clouds floating all day long.And with the two girls around,I never failed to laugh and enjoyed with their company.We just lay on the blue MAT(MAT Leper ehh ain?haha inside jokes) which Ain had brought,opened up the umbrella since it was scorching hot and just talk,joke around and singing to Watcha Say and Down.i wished we could just stay there all day long.After that hanged out at Macs and ate for awhile.And then said our goodbyes before running for home.

Reached home and chat for awhile with my uncle and aunt who stopped by and then before I knew it,the three of us,Fatin,Idah and me were rushing like mad to get ready,ironing the clothes and right at 7.30 sharp we get on the car and headed for Causeway Point.The movie was so hilarious,I practically laugh the whole time I was inside the cinema.The Chipmunks and Chipettes were seriously cute,I swear! I love Theodore the most,aww so adorable(:

 Monday,why must u come so fast?I’ve yet to enjoy my holiday and there,school’s reopening tomorrow,oh shucks :(